Many Thanks

these days I'm in my "thinking period"

keep thinking and trying to figure out something deep in my mind

who i am, what i like

just something like that

this period is hard for me but it also makes me strong

i know i like to keep putting pressure on myself

and such habit almost makes me unable to breathe most of the time

but there's always someone besides me 

with your concern for me, i can then get through such emotional period 

不知道，突然有感而發

昨天搭高鐵回台北的路上就默默地哭了起來,乾一陣子沒這樣了

我不是個好人，也傷害過別人啊

但我覺得我很幸運

一路上都是遇到很好的人

才能一直走到今天

一直想要把每件事做的完美，到最後卻總是遺留了些無法達到目標的

不斷地給予自己壓力，看來就是我的生活方式

曾經，就算被壓得喘不過氣，也總是想靠自己讓自己能夠喘息

殊不知身邊總是有人在啊

每每快到達崩潰邊緣時朋友們都會察覺我的不對勁，主動伸出援手

但現在我應該要成長

覺得情緒不對，背負太多的時候

該由自己主動找人訴說，別讓身邊的人擔心

真的

Still, many thanks.